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              Transcribed by Frances Collins Edited by Devin Ashwood
 People are smiling which is nice to see. But I feel that I must 
              say that I think we are all in pain, probably over the war in Iraq 
              and the war in Lebanon and Israel. The whole situation around power 
              and the struggle for power in this world often comes in the form 
              of fuel, the struggle over it and also the effects of using it. 
              It’s easy for the thought, or the concern, to arise in the 
              mind 'what can I do?' or 'how can I contribute to lessening the 
              violence, greed, disrespect and lack of appreciation among beings?'. 
              I don't identify with this kind of language, but the word powerlessness 
              comes to mind. It seems like the mind wants to measure whether one 
              is making any significant positive contribution to the situation. 
              The mind imagines a positive contribution and imagines measuring 
              it. It wants to make a big positive contribution to a world where 
              there are so many people right now who are suffering so intensely. 
              Various people or beings have ideas or understandings of what would 
              be helpful. I don't know about measuring what contribution our actions 
              make but when the thought arises what can I do, I try to remember 
              not so much what can I do as what am I doing? I really did oppose 
              this war in Iraq. I really did oppose the whole thing but that doesn't 
              mean I wasn't part of it happening. What I was doing before, and 
              what I've been doing since, still is contributing to the world in 
              which this war exists. I feel responsible for it and I think that 
              the way I think moment by moment and the way that I have thought 
              moment by moment has contributed and is contributing to the current 
              situation and the future situation. I think that my thinking is 
              responsible for this world and I think that your thinking is responsible 
              for this world. My ability to go on in this world of suffering is 
              supported by meditating on the proposal that my thinking and your 
              thinking, which is the same as my intention and your intention, 
              which is basically the same as my vow and your vow and the same 
              as saying my request and my wish, your request and your wish moment 
              by moment, all these wishes, requests, intentions….. make 
              the world.
 They 
              have made this world of misery and it is through this same type 
              of phenomena called intention, called vow, called aspiration, basically 
              pseudonyms for me….it is through them that the world is and 
              will be transformed and is being transformed. In a way it seems 
              as though the world has recently been transformed in a negative 
              way. By recent I mean in the last six years. It seems that way. 
              I can’t measure really and if I measure I can’t say 
              if my measurement is correct. I feel that lots of negative transformation 
              occurred. But whether the overall impression is a negative transformation, 
              I can't say. What I am saying to you is a way of thinking and a 
              vision about a way of thinking. I am suggesting that a transformation 
              of our vision of the world is the basis for transformation of the 
              world and that the vision for the world is the basis for intentions 
              for the world. The thinking about the world and the intention for 
              the world forms the world and transforms the world. This is a proposal 
              that, as far as I know, has been thought about and imagined for 
              a couple of thousand years at least in the tradition of the Buddha 
              Dharma. This is an old story about how the story about the world 
              contributes to the world. The story is that the story that we have 
              about the world forms the world. Many people, as far as I can tell, 
              do not have the story that their story of the world forms the world. 
              Many people do not think that. However they still have a story which 
              is contributing to the world. So another proposal is that not only 
              does everybody's story contribute to the formation of the world, 
              but if you are not aware of your story and you're not aware of how 
              your story forms the world, that your contribution is relatively 
              harmful. Whereas, if you are aware of your story aware of your intention 
              and aware that your intention contributes to the formation of the 
              world…. then your contribution is relatively positive. The 
              more that we are aware of our intentions or aspiration and how it 
              transforms the world the more positive is the contribution, and 
              the less we are aware of our intentions and their transformative 
              and formative power, the more harmful, generally speaking, our contribution. 
              But in either case living beings are constantly influencing the 
              formation of the world and the transformation of the world.  This is a proposal from my understanding of this tradition, from 
              the teachers of Shakyamuni Buddha and all the other buddhas that 
              he is related to. This is my understanding of his teaching… 
              partly. So in a sense you could say it is a faith for some people 
              and maybe somewhat a faith for me. But, for me also, it is something 
              that I am experimenting with and receiving some experimental data 
              on. However you may know that in science when you have a theory, 
              and you do an experiment where the results of the experiment uphold 
              the theory, that does not prove that the theory is correct. You 
              cannot really prove that a theory is correct because in the next 
              moment the theory could be disproved. You can disprove a theory 
              but you can't really prove it! This is a theory that I am enjoying 
              testing and the testing of it seems, to me, really appropriate for 
              the world today and always. The teaching is that the world or the 
              worlds (for we have new worlds in every moment) represent consequences 
              of aspirations and actions. Actions are intentions of living beings. 
              All of us are contributing.
 Another 
              aspect of the teaching is that not only does every intention that 
              arises in our consciousness contribute to the formation of the world 
              and not only does every aspiration that arises in our consciousness 
              contribute to the formation of the world but it contributes also 
              to a path of aspiration. When an aspiration arises one of the consequences 
              of its arising is the formation of world. Another consequence is 
              that it tends to influence further intentions. Stories tend to reproduce 
              themselves and intentions or karmic paths are formed. Not only have 
              they formed the world but they also form paths of bondage within 
              the world whereby people are stuck in a rut about how they're contributing 
              to the world. The alteration of the path of our contribution comes 
              through intention. Intention or aspiration is what alters the paths 
              of intentions or aspirations. If you have certain karmic paths they 
              are determined by karmic actions of body, speech, and mind. Not 
              only are they influenced by momentary intentions of body, speech 
              and mind but the paths are altered through body speech and mind. 
              They are altered by intentional body, speech and mind actions all 
              the time. Your own personal path and the worlds that are created 
              by everybody's personal path are transformed by further body, speech 
              and mind intentional activity. Once again, the transformation is 
              negative; your own personal path becomes negative through not noticing 
              the intention and not noticing how it is evolving.  
              Your own path evolves positively and your contribution becomes more 
              positive as you notice the path and how your current intention works 
              with that.  There 
              is some appearance in the history of Zen where some Zen teachers 
              seem to  not be concerned with attention. Some 
              people think that the Zen school deemphasizes paying attention to 
              intention and it may be that it is the case that some Zen practitioners 
              seem to be doing that. I myself don't see that. What I do see is 
              a middle way between rejecting the importance of intention, or attention 
              to karma on one side and on the other side being so concerned with 
              it that you are substantiating the process, substantiating the intention 
              of the aspiration. Although the teaching is that whatever intention 
              or aspiration that you have right now has consequence, what that 
              intention is, is not said to be a substantial thing. As a matter 
              of fact there isn't even much emphasis on what your intention is 
              since emphasizing what your intention is, is already emphasizing 
              talking as though your intention is somewhat substantial. So we 
              have to be careful if we hear that noticing our intention tends 
              to have a positive evolutionary influence that we would then think 
              that the intention we are noticing is substantial. I think that 
              when some teachers are rejecting attention to intention, or attention 
              to karma or to the teachings of karma, they may be doing that because 
              students have thought too much about what intention is and what 
              the teachings of karma are, rather than noticing how intention comes 
              to be, how karma comes to be and how the teachings come to be. Because 
              of people substantiating and reifying the teachings they have rejected 
              them, hopefully just enough so that people don't reify them and 
              not to actually have people not pay attention to their intention. 
              I think that Zen teachers sometime talk this way of rejecting it 
              in order to protect them from substantiating or having a substantialistic 
              view of what they're up to in the moment. But they live in a monastery 
              where people are getting feedback all of the time on their intention 
              and they don't mention the monastery because they are in it and 
              they are giving feedback to the people by telling them to not pay 
              attention to their intention. So when they don't they get feedback. Actually 
              part of what’s involved in the way of working with this attention, 
              or mindfulness and contemplation of intention, is to work with someone 
              else attending to the intention. So you can work with it and look 
              at it inwardly which has a long-term positive influence. But also 
              it is good to work with it interpersonally so that other people 
              could check to see and give you feedback on whether you are being 
              too substantialistic about your intentions. So you, together with 
              others, can express your intentions in such a way to each other 
              as to mutually alter each other's trajectories and paths of karma. 
              Another way to say this is to express your stories to each other 
              so that you can modify each other's stories and to watch this consciously 
              as an interpersonal transformation of the vision of the world.  This vision of the world, of putting our stories out, inviting others 
              to put their stories out to the world and seeing how they affect 
              each other, is a process that reflects a story about how the world 
              is formed. In a way perhaps this is more in accord with reality 
              and bringing peace and harmony. This is a story about how to realize 
              peace and harmony which will include me allowing my story about 
              peace and harmony to be altered and influenced by yours, particularly 
              your story about how that was a substantialistic story. It could 
              be just about how it is stupid, religious or naive…. or whatever. 
              There are lots of things you could say. You could have lots of stories 
              about my story. This story that I told is a story that would welcome 
              that feedback and that would welcome disagreement. The story that 
              I told, which is my understanding of the Buddha’s story and 
              is not really my story, arises not from me but from the interaction 
              of this body in a world in which the Buddha's teachings exist and 
              in a world in which you all exist. My intentions and aspirations 
              arise as this body interacts with your bodies and all the teachings, 
              all the suffering, that gives rise to my cognitions which come with 
              intention. If my body was not bouncing off, or in relation to the 
              teachings, I think my intentions would be different, maybe even 
              better, but they would be different.
 In a 
              way this is how I keep myself buoyant as I'm contemplating the horrific 
              transformations of the world which I see, how I keep myself appearing 
              again and again, willing to live in this world, trying to make better 
              and better contributions helping others to make better and better 
              contributions to forming this world. 
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